The long sleepless nights, starring at the wall, sorting the idea of love and trying to escape from the feelings. “Love” I guess you all have heard about this one complicated term which has the power to rebuild a person or can destroy at once. From last few days I have ghosted myself from everyone as for “love”, but is it really love which pushes a person to be sad Or cutting herself/ himself from the world?
Everyone has their own definition of love but mine is every simple “you made me feel something after I being numb for so long”. For me, time has nothing to do with it because a person can make you feel good even in the short period of time.My personal experience has taught me some good valuable lessons first that being in a relationship doesn’t mean you love that person and second the tag doesn’t define your love. In my whole life I have struggled to find love but it’s not something you can find like a treasure sometime it just come to us in several different ways without notification.
So what??he doesn’t love me. It’s not a contract which should always go two side, sometimes it’s you who love the person, care for his smile and always wanted to see that person happy. It’s not always about being together, it’s about how you feel when you are around that person. I am happy he is pursuing his dreams and I can’t force him to like me in the cost of his ambition.
And from today onwards I promise to myself I will not shed a single tear over the fact that he doesn’t love me. I consider myself lucky that I felt this love after a very long time since my first heart break. Blaming other or even yourself will not help. So, just accept the fact that you are in love and move on happily respecting his decision. Who knows one day he will feel the same for you but till than be happy for him and for yourself and focuss on your growth.
That’s why I say “Love Is Beautiful”, it’s not painful, it’s us humans who complicates it.
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